Sweet Escape…

Wow, it’s been a while since I actually sat myself down and written anything, doodling in my French text book not taken into consideration, haha.

I miss writing! It was really a big part of me, still is, and I want to write, write and keep writing, about life, about love, about anything, I just want to get my thoughts out there, and not let them just sit there at the back of my mind, get old and dusty and forgotten..

My life has become pretty hectic now. It’s pretty much the same routine everyday. I wake up, breakfast, gym, shower, prepare for college, college, home, catch up on some reading/watch a movie maybe, spend sometime on the social networks, to catch up on my school friends lives, dinner, and then I’m off to bed.

I don’t sleep right away, never did. For me, the midnight contemplations are unavoidable. I think about my life, about how mechanical it is. I think about my college, the place I hate the most, perhaps. But more on that in the next post, though it might take more than one post to describe how I feel about the place.

I drift away into another world slowly, a world where I fit in, where my social awkwardness is considered normal, and where the only fake things, are the duplicates from China, heh. Where girls don’t hide behind layers of make up, and where everyday is not a competition. Where guys don’t strip you naked with their eyes, wondering whether you should blame them or yourself..

I feel like I need to get away from my robot life, escape from it all for a while, just live for me, do what I want to do, and not care whether it’s acceptable by society. Just need to let loose. To do something different, to be something different…oh how I wish I could.




9 thoughts on “Sweet Escape…

  1. Not every day is perfect, but I am sure you will get a period of clarity which will show you the road ahead

  2. Dev!l says:

    You study FRENCH????? and please take down that horrible piece of I-can’t-believe-it’s-called-literature of your What I’m reading now 😛

    • sillymexox0 says:

      I don’t have an option! We aren’t offered any other foreign languages, and I don’t know Indian languages, so..

      And haha 😛 it was a carefree read. Just needed some pointless reading :p but yeah,,I am done so I’ll change it 😛

      • Dev!l says:

        No, I like the language so I asked 😛
        and no that book isn’t even worthy of even that in my opinion but then again that’s just my own opinion 😛

  3. Dev!l says:

    P.S. life begins where the wishing stops and actions begin. If you want something do it, life is too short to sit and wonder what it could had been

  4. riainthecity says:

  5. sillymexox0 says:

    Oh! I’m checking it out right now.

    Awww thanks, that means a lot (: x

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